Days like this, I am overwhelmed by information I cannot process. Fights with my wife, information regarding the imminent U.S. military state, stupid conflict with another person, lack of sleep, bad judgment calls, etc.

I want a redo. Start over from midnight on. Or fast forward to tomorrow. Not smoking makes stress ridiculously difficult to handle. I can’t talk sense into everyone or make them stop behaving like children.

The end is coming. The end is coming soon. In my lifetime. Or immediately after.

i wish i could stop. no i don’t. that would be a lie. i love iTunes. when i’m bored, i surf iTunes, looking for what “other people bought” that might be similar to what i like. it’s a disease. an addiction. a hardcore vice.

my wife hates it. i buy more music than she buys clothes. but i listen to music all day. i need fresh. i need inspiring. i need new.

It’s been too long since I updated. Too much going on. And, honestly, after thinking about it, I realized that this shouldn’t be a place for long soliloquies. It should be short, brief bursts of thought, just like I have them in my head. So that’s where I’m going with this.

Not sure if anyone will ever read it, though. There are millions of blogs on the Web. This is one. This is me.